Letters to Lorelai
Dear Lorelai,
Do you ever wonder why insecure people are insecure? Why they threaten and hurt other people, and laugh and smile later, becaus ethey think they were brave? Do they know that violence is the most cowardly way to settle something? That talking is the hardest way to do something, but the most noble? Why do those kinds of people never talk directly to who they want to, but use go-betweens? Do they know that the message can be distorted?
Who are they, and why, oh why are they so insecure? WHY? Why not choose new friends who will help them? Maybe because they fear that people will talk about them for being so lonely, while seeming so tough.
Insecurity is the worst enemy of everyone, because it’s the silken paradox that draws you in. The illusion if strength where there is none is inviting, and the thrill of being ‘bad’ while you are good is destroying. But backing out will make you lose face.
That’s why, in this life, you can never be insecure, but you must help the people who are. Don’t heal them with hate, but with love. Let love pour out of every pore in your being, and send love.
Lorelai, did you know that there are 28 ways in the Eskimo (Inuit) language for love? All for different kinds of love… But in English, you use the same word love to describe your feelings for ice cream as you do for your parents. But you can communicate 28 ways of saying ‘love’ through your eyes and your actions and your aura.
I miss you Lorelai… Maybe you can come visit im May, right befor my birthday.
Love, Kimaya
